ntly squeezed her hand and called out, "Xiao Xun."Lu Xun hummed in response.His nose was red, whether from the cold or from crying.Lu Shu didn't ask, the car drove to a red light, he took out a red no...Zhang Baiyan focused intently on her.

Even though he was drinking, even though he had a woman in his arms at that moment, his eyes were still cold. This could deceive outsiders, but it couldn't deceive the people closest to him.

Qin Yu finished speaking, his voice choked with emotion.

She lowered her head and smiled wryly: "Zhang Baiyan, actually you didn't have to say it! I already knew! You'll never forget her in this lifetime!"

After she finished speaking, Zhang Baiyan stared at her for a long time.

Suddenly, he asked her, "Is it because I haven't touched you"

"No!"

Qin Yu was so embarrassed: "That's not what I meant!"

Zhang Beiyan released her waist.

He subconsciously wanted to reach for his cigarette case, but it was in his overcoat pocket, and the coat had been pressed down on him by his own body... So he looked at Qin Yu again, at his nominal fiancée.

They have set their wedding date.

The number was set at 520, the day Qin Yu chose. She had always been clear about her feelings for him, but it wasn't love, it was just settling, so he didn't respond.

He stared at her face for a long time, as if he were weighing something.

"I don't want to deceive you!"

"It's not too late to change your mind..."

……

His feelings for Lu You, he hadn't been able to let go of them yet, and he didn't want to deceive her either.

Upon hearing this, Qin Yu's eyes turned slightly red.

But she said nothing. She only moved slightly, trying to sit beside him.

But one hand clasped her slender waist.

Zhang Boyan continued what he had started, but instead of unbuttoning her again, he touched her waist... then slid his hand further down under her skirt, feeling her through the stockings.

Qin Yu has never had a man.

Her slender waist, in the expanse of his large palms, rose and fell with a soft sigh as he caressed it.

Zhang Baiyan knew she was comfortable.

Her expression said it all.

In fact, he didn't have much experience; his only experience was with Lu You.

After Lu You married Ye Bai, he had a few times of pretending to have affairs in the business world, but at the last moment, he still couldn't go through with it. After all, she wasn't a real woman and he couldn't sleep with her.

Now, she is his future wife.

He didn't love her, but he was certain he had a fondness for her, perhaps even a bit more than that.

Qin Yu's maturity is very suitable for Zhang Zong now.

But the car wasn't the right place after all, and in the end, Zhang Baiyan took her back to his villa... In that grey-toned bedroom, on that equally cold bed, he turned Qin Yu into a real woman.

When combined.

Zhang Baiyan had a moment of daze, the woman's crying reminded him of Lu You for the first time.

...was also at a loss, calling his name softly and carefully. ...

"Zhang Baiyan, Zhang Baiyan..."

Zhang Baiyan cried as he joined his legally recognized future wife.

too unbearable

He reached out and covered Qin Yu's eyes.

But Qin Yu still saw it, she was even more embarrassed than him. At this moment, she was lying naked beneath him, while he was reminiscing...about his lover.

The sky suggests a severe storm is coming.

Sweat, drop by drop.

...Yet their hearts were frozen to each other. They could not warm each other, nor could they touch the other's true feelings.

In that moment, Qin Yu did actually have a slight hesitation.

She thought, give up!

He doesn't love himself, perhaps for his whole life he will never fall in love with himself. Why be so insistent on one person... But when he opens his eyes, it is Zhang Baiyan's handsome face, it is his deep eyes, it is his bone-deep love for another person.

These, added together, become Qin Yu's poison.

……

When everything had cooled down, Zhang Baiyan pulled the thin quilt over the woman and got out of bed to take a shower.

But wait for him to finish his shower.

There was no woman in the bed anymore, she had left. The sheets were thrown back and disheveled, proving the intensity of their passion just moments before, while the brown bloodstains on the sheet testified to her innocence.

On the pillow, there were still traces of Qin Yu's tears.

Zhang Baiyan silently looked for a while, put on his yukata and went downstairs, asking the housemaid about Qin Yu's whereabouts.

The maid said in a proper tone, "Miss Qin has just left for a while."

Zhang Baiyan lit a cigarette and asked, "How did she leave"

The maid immediately replied, “When she went downstairs, Driver Lao Yan just happened to return from shopping, so Miss Qin had him bring it.”

Zhang Baiyan nodded, didn't say anything and went upstairs.

He stopped in his tracks, and said: "Go upstairs and change the bed linens."

The commotion just now was also heard by the servants.

Mr. did it too fiercely, Miss Qin cried for a long time. It's probably because Mr. was too rough that Miss Qin got angry and left... The maid went upstairs to find a new set from the cabinet. When she saw the bloodstain on the sheets during the change, she was stunned.

Miss Qin is still a virgin, isn't the gentleman too unkind

The maid was changing the sheets while Zhang Baiyan sat in the living room smoking.

He was thinking of Qin Yu, thinking of this drunken affair. In reality, pulling it onto the sunny surface was a lie. He just… he just wanted to tell himself that he had let go, that he wasn't obsessed with Lu You anymore.

Qin Yu's tears exposed his lies.

She is sad and heartbroken, that's right.

But Zhang Baiyan also thought, a wife who loves herself too much is not a good thing.

It's unfair to Qin Yu.

He pondered for a moment, then called his secretary to select a set of jewelry worth over 50 million yuan. He had it retrieved from the safe and delivered to the Qin family... This wasn't compensation, this was a man's solace for a woman.

But the secretary told him that Miss Qin had not accepted.

Zhang Baiyan thought, if he didn't go himself, Qin Yu probably wouldn't act out.

He is truly awful after drinking, lying in bed.

On the second day of Chinese New Year, Zhang Baiyan went to the Qin family's villa in person. The villa was quiet and peaceful.

The servant informed him, "Sir and Madam have gone out on a visit! Miss returned home this afternoon not long ago, now she is upstairs... probably reading. I will inform Mr. Zhang."

Zhang Baiyan said it was not necessary.

After that, he climbed the stairs to the second floor and pushed open Qin Yu's bedroom door without knocking.

Qin Yu wasn't reading a book.

She was wearing only a white, sheer chemise, sitting on an English antique sofa, her legs spread apart.

Applying medicine.

She didn't expect anyone to come in, and it was even Zhang Baiyan. She was stunned for a moment.

Chapter Baiyan hadn't expected to see such a scene.

It's quite shocking.

Qin Yu is a lady from a distinguished family, nurtured in the tradition of scholarly families. Her posture at this moment, however, borders on that of a courtesan... even more alluring than when they were just on the bed together.

Zhang Baiyan is an honest man.

He admitted that he really wanted to sleep with her at that moment, but doing so would be animalistic.

Qin Yu stared at him blankly...

For a moment, Zhang Baiyan shut and locked the door.

He walked towards her, and under her dazed gaze, took the ointment from her hand. He said softly, "I'll help you apply it!"

Qin Yu didn't react, he had already lifted her hip with one hand.

He wasn't very skilled at helping her apply the medicine.

The atmosphere was tense.

Qin Yu wanted to pull her legs together, but the man stopped her. He looked at her delicate skin with dark eyes and said in a hoarse voice, "Does it hurt"

Of course it hurts!

Qin Yu was experiencing this for the first time, but Zhang Baiyan showed no gentleness whatsoever.

But she was unwilling to say, for speaking would seem like weakness and compromise on her part… Qin Yu came from a good family, and while she liked Zhang Baiyan, she also had her own pride.

She remained silent, and Zhang Baiyan did not press her.

After applying the medicine, he reached down to pull her chemise down. Only then did he have time and the inclination to think that his future wife had a very good figure.

He may look thin, but...

Very full.

There's nothing a man wouldn't like about this, even if Zhang Baiyan didn't have any romantic feelings for her. He had to admit, though, that she was the kind of woman who attracted men.

Just about to speak, his eyes caught sight of the small box on the sofa.

That was a box… of… after-hours medicine

Zhang Baiyan looked at it for a long time.

"Probably sensing his gaze, Qin Yu bit her lip and explained, "When I was doing it just now, you didn't use a condom... We're not getting married for another few months, so it's not the right time to have a child."

Zhang Baiyan picked up the medicine box and looked at it.

Taken apart

The little pills are gone too, and there's still a cup of plain water on the table. It looks like she has already taken her medicine.

He asked her quietly, "Is it because of the wedding date, or do you feel insecure and don't want children for now"

Qin Yu's face was a little pale.

She leaned softly against the sofa, and after a long while, she finally spoke some heartfelt words.

She stated, rather than questioned, "You have a child with her, don't you"

Zhang Baiyan remained silent, his expression far from pleasant.

After all, those things were linked to his most painful memories. He lost Lu You, his child, and even his own mother because of his single word...

Qin Yu did not retreat.

She smiled faintly, "Even though so many people told me this before, I didn't believe it! Until today, you shook hands with that man named Ye Bai... Zhang Beiyan, you usually aren't so kind or polite, and you certainly aren't so generous. The reason you made peace with that man is because of the child...because her child is yours, right"

Zhang Baiyan watched her silently.

Qin Yu knew she was right, and in that instant, she felt pitiful.

"Guess why you're still in bed with me"

Chapter looked down at her and asked softly, then his palm gently touched her cheek.

Qin Yu's face was a little frosty.

It seems like you've just been crying...

Zhang Bai's emotional intelligence isn't low; a little thought is enough to understand. Because Qin Yu likes him, she's heartbroken.use: “Actually, at certain times, you can be really small!”Then he began to imitate Hsi."Zhang Chongguang, don't do that!""Zhang Chongguang, don't..."Even Huo Xi's thick skin couldn't withstand this t...